In Pursuit of Change

Did a checklist of all the things I should do. There’s so many that I’d have to neglect sleep just to get them over with. With a lazy bum like me I doubt it but I’ll give it a damn try anyways…
but this diarrhoea isn’t helping the self-changing process! What the hell did I consume? I bet it’s that roti canai I ate yesterday; though I must say it’s been a while since I had one. Constantly going back and forth to you know where LOL.
Anyways, went to KL yesterday to buy some art stuff. Met Azhar and had a long chat at his part of town. Haven’t spoken to the guy in weeks coz we’re both in different semesters now. Missed hanging with my old classmates, missed them really really bad hahaha. Can’t seem to connect with my current one but there’s two years left so there’s plenty of time to spare – and be lonely *sigh*
I’ll be very short in cash this month. I’ve got just about a hundred bucks left to survive for the next 30 days. Don’t know if I’ll be able to. It’s tough but the minute I decided to be in this god forsaken expensive university, I knew I have to sacrifice my social life and things people my age should enjoy.
You rich bastards are so lucky! Some people just don’t get how difficult my situation is but they’re excused for they’ve never experienced such hardships before. Usually, I just ignore them or walk away. Then again, this problem is nothing compared to the things other people go through out there.